Tuesday, December 5, 2017



Life, as a sock turned inside out......what's beneath, seen as though it emerges, backward, obfuscated and distorted because it is not within the parameters of normal sight.....although it allows what we 'see' as 'Real'......and filters what is 'not' into submission to the Unconscious......there's the quizzical chaffing neurological loop, isn't it?

Sunday, November 26, 2017

RETROSPECTION

Retrospectiveness is just the relative rusty dull past redecorated with icing and sparkles......such is the nature of Memory.........does anyone remember their childhood as less glamorous than it was when they were formulating memories of it? So....if you're under 30....don't worry too much.......when you're in your lazy-boy recliner, reminiscing about your Wonder Years in the interstitial spaces between memory granules, the Present will vaporize in the laser-focus of false memory and fallalery of wish-fulfillment after the facts dreams...........Now, is the only time there is........Let us be "all for one" in this moment, for it is this moment that brings the next..........


Saturday, November 4, 2017

the mask of Demetrios, washed to the shores of imaginings and donned by fleshless hands.......'Fuy", I say to all of that.....just "Fuy!"....



Miss Havisham's ready for her party.......a day late, but then....who knows what time it really is? For some, the cobwebs are always there......

Monday, September 18, 2017

waterfall

relaxation on a nervous day….. 
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Saturday, April 29, 2017

Surface-dissimilar Congruencies



Back to the keyboard, today......inspired by two 'surface-dissimilar', half century apart influences......Patrick Dennis's LITTLE ME (1958) and Ian McEwan's ATONEMENT (2007).....After my aborted and discarded 'true life adventure' outline for a novel that depicted the truth behind the fiction, I've reverted to the previously discarded attempt at the illustrated fiction behind the truth....an even more daunting task.....realizing that both were plausible impossibilities.....So, I am also abandoning my rather obsessively punctilious requirement of seamless rhetoric and logical point of view, grammatical correctness and relative linearity......and, most importantly, the 'problem' that i have with....well......even in this paragraph.....left naked and 'uncorrected'.......not seeking either happy endings, gentle remonstrances, intellectual appeasements or the satisfactions of assumptive understanding......as difficult as it is to leave the in-distinctiveness of the wrong parts of speech, deliberate misspellings and neologisms.....all of which have already surfaced in these few words... THE GRAND CATARACT......the ocean of words, unhampered by the architecture of confinement... and read, only in the writing.....(and, the last six words are a complete dissimulation)...


Wednesday, March 22, 2017

I've seen so many demonstrations of Oppositional Defiance Disorder in the past few days........at every conceivable level of human interactions.......Perhaps this is De Rerum Natura.....Thousands of years ago, Thinkers and Philosophers, and what would later be designated "Psychologists", pondered the seemingly timeless condition of "things that 'live'"......why humans are contentious, the assumption that 'might makes right', our reluctance to accept ethical responsibility, logical and sensible morality... even questionings about "whether or not we really 'exist'", rather than our presumptive dealing with the problematic scenarios within which we certainly do.....We struggle, because we don't know who we are, or are willing to reveal, and thus 'cloak', the 'id-ness' that lurks, thinly disguised beneath our Superego's need to be loved, coddled, reinforced, 'believed' and admired......locking horns with those who question what we, or groups of us that form to reinforce even the most insanely dogmatic belief systems, think we know about what we know very little of......Hormones manage our emotions, for we are just animals, like goats and dogs, rabbits and cats.......and react, regardless of frontal lobe disinhibitions, societal behavioral indoctrination, sense of moral rectitude......well...all that stuff......pretty much like other multi-cellular creatures....... much like primitive manifestations of living matter that are just bulges of cytoplasm formed by the coordinated action of actin microfilaments emerging from plasma ...as it evolved into us.....
 
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