now, i feel guilty and feel that i will have no friends if i let them know how disgusted i feel by their gratuitous abuse........."they" will only like me as long as i enable "them" to feel good about themselves and enable their using me for a convenient scapegoat....i don't want to be a monkey! i want to be a butterfly....without first being a caterpillar! i feel so dissociated and antisocial right now......this will pass when a little baby smiles at me from a grocery cart.....or a wren flies in the door and rests on the back of the old rocking chair..............
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